::so maybe this is how i see it::

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 22:03:31 GMT

since all you mother fuckers are talking about what you got for christmas and shit...im gonna jump on the bandwagon for a minute only to say that i have not recieved any of my channuka gifes from my parents as of yet(well it is only night 2 tonight..but never the less)..............
.............
......
but only because ill be getting the lot of them...whilst on a luxery cruise ship headed for the carribean/central and south america...SO SUCK ON THAT, BITCHES!
hahah
oh and ill prolly get cooler stuff than you..just so you know...i mean, its the rules..jewish kids always get cooler stuff...duh..HAHHA

i love being jewish..yesterday i spent the ENTIRE day...doing just as i had planned...first i rolled o'er to stockton and broadway to my favorite dim sum bakery...got a buncha yummy stuff to go..then hightailed it to the metreon and spent the next 7 hours watching movie after movie after movie.....i was also accompanied by ever-loving bottleS of MANISCHEWITZ...then later i met up with ernie and we went to a party at my freinds spot....all in all id say i had one awesome christmas!

tagged by ape-edge.

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 22:45:10 GMT

Name 5 of life's simple pleasures that you like most, then pick 5 people to do the same.

Try to be original, and creative, and not to use things that someone else has already used.

Then tag 5 people on your list...

1: closing time heart-to-hearts with co-works
2: heads up seven up on a rainy day
3: the feeling of physical accomplishment you have after working out really hard..thats my favorite feeling
4: a fresh new pair of jeans that fit incredibly
5: sushi moments with ernie

soo tagging 5 people: jaime, MOSHelle, chris, geoff, hamish...do it to it.

::damn lj surveys::

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 08:00:28 GMT

Two Names You Go By
1 ariel
2 riel

Two Parts of Your Heritage
1 ukranian
2 jewish

Two Things That Scare You
1 failure
2 death of loved ones

Two of Your Everyday Essentials
1 water.
2 bmx.

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1 skirt (what?!?)
2 polka dot flats.

Two of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists (at the moment)
1 sinatra(yes as in frank)
2 atmosphere

Two of Your Favorite Songs - at the moment
1 modern man's hustle - atmosphere
2 dont fear the reaper - blue oyser cult (always and forever)

Two Things You Want in a Relationship (other than Real Love)
1 laughs.
2 friendly competition.

Two Truths
1. every pattern in nature can be explained by numbers
2 anything true can be proven by science

Two Physical Things that Appeal to You
1 pretty eyes
2 goofy smiles

Two of Your Favorite Hobbies
1 riding the bike.
2 drawing for daaaayys

Two Things You Want Really Badly
1 success in what i love
2 happiness

Two Places You Want to go on Vacation
1 Japan.
2 malta.

Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1 scale everest
2 feel like i acomplished something profound in my lifetime

Two Ways that you are stereotypically a Chick/Guy
1 i own too many pairs of shoes
2 i enjoy a good date from time to time

Two Things You Normally Wouldn't Admit
1 ive been stumped by a dude waaaaay below my standards
2 sometimes i eat condiments straight up

Two Things You Are Thinking About Now
1 school
2 my head hurting

Two Stores You Shop At
1 thrift town<3
2 shoe biz(mmm sneaks)

Two people I would like to see take this quiz
1 who
2 cares.

Two people I haven't talked to in a while
1 ape-edge
2 shaners

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 10:11:31 GMT

so seriously dude is being hella whack.
must resort to mutual friend chit chats about above sunject
fuck im so bored.

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 21:08:10 GMT

ya so i had some funny crush and hes just taking too long to come around so im over it
i dont even know why i lowered my standards to even like him...come to think of it....i dont even know what i liked about him

fucking A! man.

in other news i might start doing security at the POUND, SF this i know because the owner of it trains where i train and asked me to do so
yay i get paid to fuck up drunks and listen to live music...wooohooooo

i think im going to oakland tonight, LOOKOUT!

blah blah blah

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 18:46:50 GMT

In the last 72 Hours have you...
1. Had sex: uuhhhmm...no actually
2. Bought something: some shiney new nike terminators..weee
3. Gotten sick: neope
4. Sang: every fucking day.
5. Been kissed: oh yes
6. Ate something: in the last 72 hours??? these are stupid questions.
7. Felt stupid: nope.
8. Talked to an ex: ya that fool calls.
9. Missed someone: a few homies here and there

Last person who....
1. Slept in your bed: probably matty because he tends to you know..sleep where ever he goes
2. Saw you cry: i dunno
3. Made you cry: situations
4. Went to the movies with: jaime
5. You went to the mall with: haha, jaime
6. One thing you could take back: regret nothing

Have You Ever...
1. Said "I Love You" and meant it: Yes.
2. Got in a fight with your pet: no
3. Been to California: obviously
4. Been to Mexico: si
5. Been to China: hyi
6. Been to Canada: ya, ey
7. Been to Europe: oui, da, ci, si, ya

random.....
1. Do you have a crush on someone: kind of sort of more or less
2. What book are you reading now: Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov(classic), Stranger than Fiction by Chuck Palaniuk(contemporary),Youth in Revolt by C. D. Payne(experimental)...i multi-task when it comes to liturature...cant get enough
3. Worst feeling in the world: failure
4. Future KIDS name: lux, brooklyn, nic, cory, cody(but for a girl),kealyn, raff, SATAN
5. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: i sleep with nikes
6. What's under your bed: floor
7. Favorite sports to watch: hockey and euro futbol
8. Location: San Francisco, CA
9. Piercing/Tattoos: Yes/Yes
10. Do you drink: i never wanted you to be a sailor's girl...
11. What are you most scared of right now: failure
2. Where do you want to get married: who fucking knows...i dont even know if i want to get married
13. Who do you really hate: nobody.
14. Do you have a job: yes.
13. Do you like being around people: some of the time.
16. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: there is no such thing.
17. Have you ever cried: That IS a stupid question.
18. Are you lonely right now: not so much...im comfortable being by myself
19. Song that's stuck in your head a lot: that im in love with your brother song by the knife
20. Been in love: i once thought i was in love but it turned out to be indegestion
21. Played strip poker: what is junior high
22. Gotten beaten up: its been attempted...but not many times..im a girl...so the only people who want to fight me usually are other girls..but then they soon find out that i scrap like a boy.
23. Done an all-nighter: yes
24. Been on radio/TV: my parents put me in auditions for commercials when i was 3ish....the casting peeps would always say the same things, im cute as a button but im an obnoxious little shit that wont stay put.
25. Been in a mosh-pit: haha ya
26. Do you have any gay/lesbian friends: this IS San Francisco

ahem

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 18:41:35 GMT

um ya hi, c**** ******, if youre going to make eyes at me all night...you should step up and actually speak to me...dont be shy, im not mean...not to mention i like you...and i promise if you do ill have a reason to stop hooking up with your ex roomate...haha

that is all
LORDS!

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 18:35:17 GMT

ok, so i totally understand moving from dana point to san francisco
but who moves from the sucka free to dana point?!
hahah, DJ, you idiot.

behold the awesome

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 01:53:13 GMT

its all about the gold

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 07:04:43 GMT

dude, theres totally a cute boy in my archaeology class...aaaand i caught him looking at me a few times in class today...OH SNAP

im gonna try and talk to him while we're on the fieldtrip this tuesday
weeeeeeeee

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 17:09:04 GMT

livejournal.com is hiring..
and theyre based in san francisco

how funny and appropriate would it be for me to work for the company that runs livejournal
hahaha

oh man, i think im going to try to at least get an internship seeing as im not out of college yet..haha
not to mention ive always kind of wanted to work for a "dot com"
YAY INTERNET COMPANIES!

fuck you hamish

Tue, 10 May 2005 20:02:37 GMT

Personal
name: Ariel
Nicknames: CHAMP, CBM, SFR, san miguel, mermaid, ellie bell, rel, burial, vinarial(but only to JOYCE)
Sex: lady
Age: 20
Birthday: 6/6/84
Birth place: san diego, ca
Current residence: san francisco, Ca
Zodiac Sign: gemini
Pets: blackout is my black kitty..she lives at my aunts house in oakland cause my landlords an asshole

Love Life
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: thankfully, not at the present time
If so, who are they?: DR. Dre
How long have you been dating?: 15 years
Do you have a crush?: i wouldnt call it a crush
Would you rather be single or taken right now?: single because most guys i know are lazy and boring
How many people have you said "I love you too" and meant it?: in terms of romancly..none
If you didn't mean it, why did you say it?: n/a
Have you ever had a hard time getting over someone?: Yes
Are you friends with your ex/exes?: oh yes, i keep them in the stable for rainy days....kidding...theyre homies..a couple have become best friends of mine
Have you ever cheated on someone?: nah
Have you ever been cheated on?: yes but he learned his lesson
What's the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for you?: its hard to say concidering i have a tendancy to date losers haha
What do you look for in your ideal mate?: wit, political awareness, charm, sarcasm, humor, pretty eyes, athletic build....decent taste in shoes and literature
Biggest Turn-ons?: sharp wit and competative personality, i love a man who gets me fired up
Turn-offs: girl pants-wearing, skrawny, whiney,make-up wearing, doating, long-haired femme mother fuckers

Ever Been Called...
Dumb?: nope
Retarded?: i call myself retarded on a regular basis
Ugly?: havent we all
Hot?: Yes.
Fat?: Yes...but only by disgustingly skinny girls
Anorexic?: HAHAH..are you kidding me.
A waste of space?: nah
Useless?: no
Sexy?: Probably jokingly.
Smelly?: i smell after i work out..so sue me
Beautiful?: Yes.
Smart?: Yes.
Quiet?: hahahahh...are you kidding me
Boring?: never.
A Bitch?: Yes. Mos def.
Rebel?: yes and no.
Conceited?: hah ya

Currently
What are you wearing?: 'jammas
Who are you talking to?: No one.
How is the weather?: Dark.
What are you listening to?: portishead.
What/Who are you thinking about?: why portishead came out with so few albums
What are you eating/drinking?: nuffink
What are you looking forward to: im actually kind of looking forward to the vice party on wed...im down with vice.
What are you dreading?: may 19th..when revenge of the sith comes out...im scared that lucas is gonna let me down again.
How are you feeling?: tired.
How is your hair?: past shoulders..i think im gonna be cutting it ASAP
What time is it?: 11:25pm

Emotions
What emotion do you feel the most?: stoked on life.
What emotion is the best?: extacy(no not the drug you mother fucking mother fucker).
Worst?: defeat.
What songs make you cry?: dont remember but im sure theyre out there.
What always cheers you up?: training...and book stores
What makes you madder than anything?: lame girls have annoying voices and fake tans
What hurts you the most?: um..petrsonal betrayal

Which person always makes you
happy?: varrious friends
depressed?: people who are wasting their lives
are you a really emotional person?: It depends.
What do you do when you're depressed?: draw...train...leave my house
What song do you think was written about your life?: shes lost control again by joy division

When Was The Last Time You..
Kissed?: about a week ago
Had sex?: hm..month?
Cried?: ?
Got dumped?: I dont get dumped.
Dumped someone?: couple months ago

Three Things

3 things you enjoy doing
1. training
2. funny things
3. dudes..HARR HARR

3 things you hate
1. liars
2. cheaters
3. People with NO creativity/imagination.

3 things you regret
1. nothing
2. nothing
3. oh and nothing

3 things you are looking forward to
1. krav level test on june 11th
2. tahiti this winter possibly
3. my birthday on june 6th

3 things you dislike about yourself
1. i have a PhD in procrastination
2. i have a hard time admitting to liking someone(to their face)
3. i get shy from time to time

3 things that describe your looks
1. DSL..apparently..haha
2. pale
3. tall

Issues
Do you do drugs?: No.
Do you have a mental disability?: im ADD and have a history of depression
Are you on any medication for any type of disorder?: not anymore
What kind?: n/a
Do you or have you ever had an eating disorder?: nah
What kinds of illnesses run in your family?: diabetis, depression, brilliance

Who was the last person you...
Talked to?: matt
Yelled at?: another matt..haha
Kissed?: some lame dude
Hugged?: prolly shcolleen
Flirted with?: the guy i met on the muni flirted with me...i just responded
Talked to on the phone?: akashity
IMed?: kel
Made love to?: n/a
Fought with?: i unno
Worried about?: sas
Wanted to kill?: paris hilton for thinking she can act.
Cried over?: i dont cry over most people
Thought about?: some guy i went out with like 3 years ago

Are you...
Understanding?: for the most part
Pretty?: so its been said
Nice?: sometimes
A bitch?: i call it sassy
Hard to get?: i have a wierd sense of humor.
Confident?: oh yes
Depressed?: not much anymore
Hyper?: oh yes.
Friendly?: yes.
Sexy?: its happened.
Hungry?: uh huh.
Shy?: once in a while
Emotional?: once in a while
Messy?: oh yes
Arrogant?: OH YES
Immature?: yes.
Sad?: meh
Trusting?: never.
Healthy?: health junkie.
Sleepy?: not at this exact moment.
lonely?: very seldomly.
Independent?: yes.
Romantic?: depends.

FIRSTS: best friend: tanya roqueta.
first real memory: waking up to the only day of snow in england when i was 3.
First (real) date: sometime in high school
First Break-up: guh...third grade..hahaahhhha
First Job: hostess at the original pancake house in LH.
First screen name: something having to do with mermaids i think
First self purchased album: No Doubt - tragic kingdom
First funeral: havent went to one yet....im a pathetic mess when people d
First pets: flounder and scuttle were parakeets
First piercing/tattoo: ears when i was 6..and i got my back piece when i was 18.
First credit card: right outta hs..bad idea
First true love: drawing
First play/musical/performance: first ballet recidal at age 4
First musician you remember hearing in your house: the beatles.

LASTS:
Last cigarette: gross.
Last big car ride: dont remember.
Last good cry: dont remember.
Last movie seen: sin city.
Last food eaten: rice cake.
Last phone call: kel.
Last tv show watched: The Golden Girls.
Last time showered: This afternoon.
Last shoes worn: black/silver sauconys.
Last cd played: i hate cds
Last item bought: water
Last annoyance: people
Last website you visited: ebaumsworld.com, i'm addicted to tetris<--- thanks a lot kelsey, now i am too.

::stole it from randall::

Mon, 09 May 2005 17:03:56 GMT

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Ariel
Birthday:	6/6/84
Birthplace:	san diego, ca
Current Location:	san frantastic, ca
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	brunette with some copper and blonde
Height:	5'9"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	righty
Your Heritage:	95% ukranian 5% lithuanian
The Shoes You Wore Today:	silver moccasins
Your Weakness:	secret
Your Fears:	failure
Your Perfect Pizza:	vegan rubber side down at lane splitters....mmmm
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	land some kind of internship at lucasart or pixar
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	word
Thoughts First Waking Up:	i need to pee
Your Best Physical Feature:	lips
Your Bedtime:	varries
Your Most Missed Memory:	there are so many
Pepsi or Coke:	niether
MacDonalds or Burger King:	ewww
Single or Group Dates:	i prefer one on one but ive never been on a bad double date
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	green tea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	strawberry
Cappuccino or Coffee:	soy latte
Do you Smoke:	nope
Do you Swear:	like a sailor
Do you Sing:	ya but not very well..haha
Do you Shower Daily:	yessm
Have you Been in Love:	on certain levels, yes
Do you want to go to College:	i go to college
Do you want to get Married:	maybe eventually
Do you belive in yourself:	oh fuck yes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	nope
Do you think you are Attractive:	shit, i know i am....aha
Are you a Health Freak:	very much so
Do you get along with your Parents:	yes
Do you like Thunderstorms:	love
Do you play an Instrument:	keytarrrrr..ahaha j/k..no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	nope
In the past month have you Smoked:	nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	yesh
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	unfortunately, yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	ew no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	mm yesh
In the past month have you been on Stage:	in a matter of speaking, yes
In the past month have you been Dumped:	nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	nah
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	only the hearts of millions
Ever been Drunk:	yes
Ever been called a Tease:	yes
Ever been Beaten up:	nah...its been attempted though
Ever Shoplifted:	yes
How do you want to Die:	surfing mavericks on a huge day...then its guaenteed id die when i want to
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	art director for either, pixar, lucasart, blizzard or dreamworks
What country would you most like to Visit:	JAPAN!!!
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	blue, green, or some awesome variation of hazle
Favourite Hair Color:	dark
Short or Long Hair:	depends...but really long hair is "hella" fugs
Height:	6'0" and +
Weight:	shit, i never know how much guys weigh
Best Clothing Style:	im partial to cadet caps and nike dunks/terms/AF1s...but if they look good in what theyre wearing, im feelin it
Number of Drugs I have taken:	now, does this count perscription drugs?
Number of CDs I own:	ban cds!
Number of Piercings:	at one point i had about 15 but all thats left now are the orbitals in my ears...i dont een have plugs anymore..boo that
Number of Tattoos:	6 for now
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	i regret nothing
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

fine ill update..you swine!

Fri, 06 May 2005 05:44:51 GMT

i really love the kids i do jiu-jitsu with... theyre so much fun to not only roll with but to hang out with....to roll and hang out at the same time...with
same goes for the kids i do krav with...we're all like a big family now...i love coming to the school as much as possible cause everytime i come, theres always someone to roll with and theres always someone to joke around with.....and the best part about it is..i have the same relationships with all of the instructors....so good

man, i love it so much

training tonight was such goodtimes...sparring, fucking around, more sparring, more fucking around...so great

everyones convinced that brett and i were separated at birth because for every sarcastic thing he says i have something to shoot right back at him and visa versa....the amazing flying paco is so fun to roll with cause he'll almost always try to pull flying arm bars on everyone..hes like a little asian monkey....walt's always good to roll with and i hope hes back soon...sal, is like a sneak attack, guard passing fiend...james knows i have a killer guard and that im the master of the americana(thanks to him..haha) and russ is stratigic as fuck

so gooooooddd

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 22:25:58 GMT

all of my friends are so happy with their lives right now
it seems like every single one of my good friends
has someone who makes them ecstatic
and/or a great job
and/or everything going their way

and you know what? this makes me so happy, because my biggest joy in life is to see other people be happy...but now im realizing that i need to start focusing on my own happiness...

right now the things that make me most happy are:
-doing krav maga every day...its making me feel so great and like im actually accomplishing something
-my close friends respecting my wishes to focus on myself and be self productive rather than self destructive....you guys are amazing, and i feel so lucky that youre not making fun of/ostrasizing me for my descisions
-my family..they have always made me happy
-my self control...i never realized how strong it was until recently

im ready to move my life on into a higher, more grown-up level
im done dealing with the same kind of boys
and the same kind of people

as far as having someone that makes me ecstatic...right now i am without...but i am ok with that because i have found that boys really dont make me happy right now....and this is most likely because ive been dealing with the wrong kind of boys...my expectations are high for a reason...and im never going to compromise again..everytime that i do, it ends horribly...and i dont need that right now or ever at that matter.

i have a long way to go but my reformation has already began and im never looking back.

::innnteresting::

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 05:13:40 GMT

name:] ariel
[sign:] gemini
[sexual orientation:] straight
[last person you broke up with:] matthew
[last person that broke up with you:] matthew
[in a relationship now (how long):] HAHAHA
[how long since last serious relationship:] a while
[# of relationships longer than 3 months:] 3
[# of relationships shorter than a month:] too many
[longest relationship how many months:] 2 1/2 years
[ever lived with a girlfriend/boyfriend (how many):] no sir
[ever done the long distance thing:] fuck that
[do you have faith in long distance relationships:] see above
[do you date:] ya but they always turn out to be lame
[on dates do you pay or get paid for:] paid for duh
[describe your typical date:] shitty
[ever been on a blind date:] nope
[ever dated more than one person at a time:] i do like to keep my options open usually
[do you call or get called:] phones are the devil..but i prefer to get called
[ever have "friends with benefits":] oh yes, those can be fun
[ever cheated:] i dont do that
[ever had your heart broken:]you have to give your heart to someone in order for them to break it, dont you?
[ever been dumped:] yes
[do you put out the first night:] hmm, depends
[do you kiss on the first date:] depends on the date
[what kind of person gets your number:] the type of person with enough guts to ask for it.
[what attracts you to a person:] depends
[physical traits you turn your head for:] i have a thing for tall dudes with pretty eyes, dark hair and an almost child like grin
[ever been in love(how many times):] once i thought i was but it just turned out to be indegestion.
[say I love you even though you didn't mean it:] never
[have any bitter ex's:] how could i forget
[bitter towards any ex's:] not really and if i ever act bitter towards any, its mainly in jest
[oldest person you've dated:] 25(whilst i was 20)
[youngest person you've dated:] 15(whilst i was 15)
[average age you get involved with:] 21-24ish...basically between one and four years my senior
[have relationships changed you:] only certain ones
[have your relationships been worthwhile:] some
[what defines a girlfriend/boyfriend :] someone who i am seeing exclusively and visa versa
[would you ever get married:] one day...if i meet the right person i guess
[key to a successful relationship:] trust, humor, compromise, love, respect, honesty, loyalty and fun
[best attribute you bring to a relationship:] respect
[worst attribute you bring to a relationship:] occassional jealousy
[importance of relationships in your life:] right now, id say theyre more near the middle/bottom of the list..but theyre there

::NO SLEEP TIL...BROOKLYN::

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 09:27:06 GMT

i leave for brooklyn/NYC/jersey in about 6 hours!!!
weeee cant wait, cant sleep, cant wait, cant sleep
haha

anyway im hoping its gonna be funtimes
get to hang with chad-a-thon
and hopefully ill see carls...either while im in jersey or possibly if she makes her way out to nyc
but yeah, im looking forward to it big time
i really have this obsessive desire to play tag in central park or play something....in central park
i know im sorry i just wanna!!!

weeee

i need to check out cooper union while im there and parsons and shit
also i think i want to get my ceptum pierced again but this time i want a really tiny snug fitting pressure ring(the kind that doesnt require a captive-bead)....but then again...im going to see my parents like 3 days after i get back and the last thing i need is a lecture...hmmm...who knows ill figure it out later

anyway im off...word up

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 21:29:30 GMT

so i hardly ever update on this shit anymore but here it goes
the weather lately has been phenominally clear lately
its been warm and beautiful, which makes it hard to get much work done because the thought of being indoors on such perfect days is torture for me.

in other news in the last week i have:
eaten japanese food twice
been on one shitty date
saw two in-theater movies
wrote 2 papers(working on the 3rd currently)
and have become totally smitten with someone who doesnt know i exist(more on that in a moment)

so last night i met up with lacey and as we were walking through the TL on our way to hemlock this old woman passed us and she appeared to be talking to herself...but the only snippet of her "conversation" that we caught as we passed was "GET THA WHO'R'S OFF THA CO'RNA!"...ahahah, i dont know what makes that funny...but to lacey and i its a fucking riot...so ya all night we were saying that and cracking up....anyway, my friend danny tackled me to the ground last night..thats was really interesting i think we had a pile up moment..which was grand..i love my friends

ok so back to this dude i love
he goes to my school, i always see him on campas and ive seen him at ameoba a couple times(excellent taste in music btw...i spied)
hes really tall and wears cadet caps and dunks and thats kind of a vice for me
but ya i dont know what my problem is because everytime i try to talk to him i lose my nerve and flee
for example..last time i saw him at ameoba..i was going to make some really clever remark to him about one of the records he was holding when all of a sudden a wave of cowardous washed over me i got all blushy, ran and hid in the hip hop vinyl section hoping to death that he didnt see me
i really dont get it i can talk to anyone and everyone...i am such an ass sometime...ok...all the time..haha

wow this turned out to be a pretty long post...BITCHIN'
welp, im off
<3

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 04:00:27 GMT

uuuuuggghhhh...ate so much good japanese food today
im so full
so happy
mmm

saw be cool today
it was cute
it made me giggle a few times
but what really made it for me was cedric the entertainer and andre 3000(isnt that it? that dude from outkast) they were fucking hilarious
goodtimes

earlier i enjoyed the sunshine and later i enjoyed my rooftop/view..yay

oh sundays, how i love thee

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 05:53:39 GMT

hopping on the band wagon

~arielsaysbang~

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Tue, 15 Feb 2005 03:59:32 GMT

ok, dont crucify me for this post, but here it goes:
its raining
its valentines day
and i miss matthew
for those of you who dont know of him, he was a kid i dated a while back and he was pretty much the most awesome boyfriend ever...but then i fucked it up big time and broke his heart on a fluke(dont worry i didnt cheat)
anyway it was like right before valentines day and i still regret it and im pretty sure he still hates me and it sucks
anyway, its really funny that im all bummed on the boy i dated for a month and a half and couldnt care less about the guy i dated for practically 3 years....maybe its because the 3 year relationship had run its course when it ended and the month n a half one was cut of far too prematurly

ok time to get ready for some fun...weee<3

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 07:28:07 GMT

hi, my names ariel
im really cute
and really nice sometimes
wanna be my valentine?

::yeeeeeah-yuh::

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 19:45:39 GMT

Your Love Life by lpfloatsmyboat
Name/username/nickname:
favorite color:
best physical quaility:	lips
best personality trait:	you don't follow the croud
will you marry your bf/gf that you have now?	yes!
when will you get married?	November 21, 2011
your kiss is:	mixed messages
People date you because:	you're everything they want in a girl/guy

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Fri, 21 Jan 2005 11:28:33 GMT

im tired of dating the same guys with the same reparte
you went to that school
you know those people
you wear those clothes

i want someone who is self aware and their own person
someone who respects themselves enough to respect me
might no share my views but can give them a chance the same as their own
i want someone new
thats my goal for 2005
thats my goal for whomever it is that ill eventually settle down with and grow old with
do you know anyone like that?
cause id love to know him

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 06:56:03 GMT

so i went to hatebreed and agnostic front tonite in l-bock...and like 6 or 7 lil hxc kids were jizzing themselves over my champion sweatshirt and the fact that im a girl who gets in teh pit and tears shit up...one even told me i was his "wet dream" which i found mildly amusing...oh lubbock

but ya agnostic front was GREAT
and hatebreed brought a shitty crowd but did well none the less

bed time
pppppeace
<3